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Post by Lady Ezoni_sama on Oct 23, 2006 23:13:22 GMT -5
Faye breathed in deeply, dred bulding as she heard his voice, netutral she could not tell a thing he was feeling from his voice and it scared her slightly. Sallowing she bit back tears as she slightly sagged abut to pool away,''Th..three months...'' she stutterd,''I found out two weeks ago...I didnt say antyhing because, I didnt want to push it off on you, I was s..scared...I dont hate you...''
She bit her lip hard looking down, maybe she should have just left , no sh e couldnt of done that she had no where to go.
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Post by Zeon on Oct 23, 2006 23:54:18 GMT -5
He gave her a squeeze, "Well we're going to have to keep you off bounties for awhile then." His voice was a little more cheery now, "Faye...I love you...I wouldn't made love to you if I didn't...So don't be afraid..."
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Post by Lady Ezoni_sama on Oct 24, 2006 0:04:36 GMT -5
aye looked up at him in chock , choking down a small sound of surprise. He wasnt mad, he actully wasnt mad. She sallowed feeling reielf wash over her, still a little chocked. Though she knew he cared, he had never really came out and said hed loved her, that o those three words shocked her more then anything.
''You..your not mad?'' she asked as though not beliveing her ears,''I thought..' she shook of the thought as she rested her head on Dpikes shoulder, glad but still shocked no no ends to be wit him right now. She knew he had a good side, but he wasnt even being a smartelic at alll.'Well of course this was a serious matter.
She sallowed again.''Thank you Spike..'' she whisperd.''I..was jsut worried, Ive never been around children, Im not sure what to do.'' she sallowed.''Thank you..''
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Post by Zeon on Oct 24, 2006 0:15:29 GMT -5
"Hey...I'm just as scared as you Faye...I've never really been around kids...never liked them much before Ed...but...I'm going to live up to what I started, I'm not going to run away and I'm not angry...We'll figure this out together."
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Post by Lady Ezoni_sama on Oct 24, 2006 10:47:46 GMT -5
Faye bit her lip feeling more reifled, her heart swelling as she held the man she had came to love so much over the last year, her mind going over memmoires of the past,. If you had told her one time shed be hugging Spike like this, or be having his child, she would have shot you dead for being crazy.
And yet here she was in his arms, relvied at finding out he was not angry, her body still was recovering from that shock and though she was no longer worried about him ,she was still scared, she didnt know how to care for baby, but at least she would not be alone she had her odd little family and a guy she loved beside her.
''Thank you Spike..'' she whisperd.'Im sorry for not teelling yo uand making you worry, Im so sorry.''
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Post by Zeon on Oct 24, 2006 21:51:48 GMT -5
He gave her a careful squeeze, "It's alright Faye...I'm glad you told me finally." He smiled, "I'm also glad you don't hate me...I was worried about that."
Jet just smiled from down the hallway, "All they need is a little push sometimes..." He says to himself quietly.
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Post by Lady Ezoni_sama on Oct 26, 2006 18:47:42 GMT -5
Faye nodded barring her head into his shoulder, she was still shaken but was feeling calmer finally beng Ii ns Spikes arms the one plae she wished to be. She had been s afreaid of his rejection, of him bhating he. That she did not allow herself time to think.
She had painced, punishing both of them then she thought hersef, now she felt guilt along with ehr fear.
''I..cant hate you Spike, never really could..hate your dumb a** my heart wont let me.'' she let out a sob.''Im stupid..I should have just todl you..'' she felt weak from lack of food.''Im just glad your not angry..''
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Post by Zeon on Oct 26, 2006 23:39:33 GMT -5
Spike nodded, "I'm not angry, but you are hungry, and I'd like my kid to see the light of day happy and healthy, so if you'd please accompany me to the kitchen my dear?" He grinned, "I'll try and whip you up something to eat perhaps?"
(Where is NIC?)
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Post by Lady Ezoni_sama on Oct 26, 2006 23:55:11 GMT -5
(Asleep on the sofa, she was watching 13 days of Halloween on Scfi, then *snore*)
Faye's face suddenly went oale at the mention of food as she grabbed her somach.''You just had to say the magic word huh...'' she mubbled bucling in pain,''I cant think of thatt word right now.'' She choked .
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Post by Zeon on Oct 27, 2006 0:06:16 GMT -5
Spike held her to make sure she didn't fall, "Tell you what, you stay in your room and I'll bring you something how about that?"
(Well Eddie is being a little still right now, I miss the little redheaded Scamp.)
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Post by Lady Ezoni_sama on Oct 27, 2006 0:22:42 GMT -5
(Me to, should someone play her for now, or should I wake NIC *SHUTTER*)
Faye opend her eyes a little shaking her head before closing them.''Just to tired to eat..'' she mubbled in objection,''Unless you want your clothes redcerated.'' she sighed resting her head on Spikes chest.''Im....sorry..for..the trouble..Spike....'' She chuckled a little.''I....guess I..am..just that....trouble...''
She blinked thinking back,''Always been....Gout caught alot, put the rest of the crew in trouble, stole the money, gambbled int on worthless odds and inns....some mom Im going to be...''She closed her eyes triedly again.
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Post by Zeon on Oct 27, 2006 0:40:30 GMT -5
"Shhhh, shhh, None of that now Faye, you're obviously not to much trouble or JEt would have killed you...you go rest, but you are going to need something to keep your strength sometime right?" He said as he helped her towards her room.
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Post by Lady Ezoni_sama on Oct 27, 2006 0:44:12 GMT -5
Faye smiled a little at the coment that if she was not that much troble or Jet would have kiled her.''Thats comforting...'' she mubbledunder her breath.''Well..Im..gald..he does not consider me a big troble as I feel like I am....'' she closed her eyes a moment before opeining them.
''I guess..Im just tired right know..''
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Post by Zeon on Oct 27, 2006 0:56:35 GMT -5
Spike got her into her room and laid her down on the bed, "Shhh...it's alright, rest up...I'm not mad so you should be able to rest easy right?" He smiled, "If you need me just shout, and I expect to see you later...out of your room."
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Post by Lady Ezoni_sama on Oct 27, 2006 1:36:03 GMT -5
Faye smimply nodded as she felt the softness of er bed, the world was dfarkening quickly, her body weak from stress, and lack of the one word she dare not think of right now. NNot if she wanted to rest instad of having a normal fest in the bathroom.''Kay..'' she mangaged as se begin to slip into sleep,
''Tell Jet...thanks...''
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